Looking back on my life, I see it as a path with many crossroads. And all roads are one-way - I can't turn back.
And some events, some crossroads, changed my life irrevocably...
Kneeled and collared ...
Plug...
Pegging...
Feminization...
Auction...
Chastity...
Alfa's cock...
At each of these crossroads, I lost and gained something. I lost the old me...
Did all this happen to me by accident? Of course not! At every step, I had a choice. And time and again, I chose the path deeper down the rabbit hole.
So, what was I striving for so persistently? The answer is obvious - towards my essence, my natural state, towards accepting myself.
I won't hide it, sometimes despair and the desire to change everything overwhelms me. But then I replay the movie of my life in my head and realize, if I had a second chance, at every crossroad, I would choose the same direction.
Thank you for sharing. I feel exactly the same. But the deeper I go, the more I realize the true me is waiting somewhere down there.